LoveGIRL.
this one's for U.

to you,

i don't exactly know why i'm doing this. maybe because there are some things i still have to say to you. but i just didn't get the chance to. i can't talk to you 'cause you can't face me and simply because we don't talk anymore. so hopefully you be able to read this one way or the other.

first of all, thank you. if it weren't for you, i wouldn't have met friends who are simply the best. it's because of you that i have them in my life right now. thank you for making me feel beautiful and special. and thank you for also making me realize i don't need you (or anyone) to be beautiful and special. 'coz i am, no matter what. thank you because somehow you are part of the reason why i have become strong amidst problems.

all i wish to you that you'd grow up. no offense. but you simply haven't changed. i know, change doesn't happen overnight. i just hope you have started anyway. i mean i don't know exactly what you've been doing in your life right now. maybe you have changed. maybe not. but who am i to know?

it hurts so much that you left without even saying goodbye. God knows how much i loved you and how much it killed me when you left me again. but it's ok. i'm now really ok with it. we were never meant to be. not because you fell out of live for me. nor because we have both moved on with our seperate lives. it's hard to explain why. but i just know.

and i hope you find the reason that would make you grow up. the reason you could change your whole life for. i know i wasn't enough of a reason for you to change. i understand. and oh, one more thing. i hope you'd be able to love someone more than yourself. that you'd be able to give promises that you would never break. 'coz all the promises you told me have now become lies. i know you meant it when you said it. you just couldn't keep it. you broke every single one of your promises to me. it hurts. so i hope you wouldn't be doing this to the next girl that comes into your life. 'coz it hurts. big time. more than you'll know or feel.

please learn to handle the responsibilities that come into your life. look around you. you're not 9 years old anymore. nor are your friends. you're old enough to handle responbilities and the problems in life. face them. don't hide from them. don't run away from them. nothing's gonna happen if you do that. just an advice from an old friend.

know what? it hurt me the day you treated me like a stranger. a nobody to you. you just let me go as if you were disposing an old broken toy you can't anymore play with. i wasn't asking for much. i just wished you could have given me the respect i needed and deserved. after all those months. it was as if you have forgetten all that has happened. all that we have gone through. i know you fell out of love. what i didn't know was that you had slight amnesia to forget important stuff and to do what you have done. i deserved so much more than just be treated like some old crap.

hopefully someday we could still be friends. i know you told me that we are still friends but i don't feel it. i don't think you're even ready to be one again. somehow it will be nice to be friends with you again. but when would that day be? who knows? only time could really tell.

finally. take care of yourself. live a good life. i hope you find someone who could ever love you more than i did. thank you. i love you. i'm letting you go. goodbye.


untill we meet again.


Wednesday, August 17, 2005 | 2:07 PM | 7 comments ;
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