december 04, 2005 sunday 9:01pm

why is my life so different from others.. if only everyone knows what my life really is like.. i'm very open to my friends.. i can tell them anything.. but there are still so many things they don't know.. so many secrets.. so many things that even i don't understand.. i just don't get it.. i only want my life to be ordinary.. to be normal.. but God must have other plans.. oh why me.. there are just so many things to consider.. to think about.. so if you would like to look at the real picture of my life.. i'll bet you it's far from ordinary..

yeah, i should know that i am blessed.. good education.. complete and happy family.. nice things.. lovelife.. so some people may want to be in my shoes.. but i suggest that they don't want it.. oh peh-leez.. if you only really knew what it feels like..

okay, i guess i'm just thinking too much.. so i'll just live my life.. this life God has given me.. go with the flow.. what will happen will happen.. que sera sera.. waaaaaaaaaaahh....

someone once said.. "dance like nobody's watching and love like it's never hurt before.."

[feeling: sad]
[currently listening to: grow old with you/adam sandler]

Sunday, December 04, 2005 | 9:24 PM | 2 comments ;
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december 01, 2005 thursday 5:46pm

looking back on events that happened just recently, i've realized there is one thing that has not yet happened.. have you ever been in a situation where you were hurt badly by a person close to you? then you don't talk to each other for a month or so.. and when you do get to talk, it's as if that person didn't hurt you.. the person may admit he(she) did you wrong.. but you never will hear the words you want to hear.. after talking, you guys are suddenly okay.. picking up where you too left off.. as if nothing bad really happened..

forgive and forget.. easier said than done though.. actually its more of forgive but do not forget.. something like that.. hey.. it's not really easy to forget if you were hurt badly..

i may have forgiven the person already without any proper apology.. but i still want to hear those words.. what i went through wasn't easy.. so let's say that person who may have hurt you felt bad with what happened.. but between the two of us.. i was the one hurt more.. [note: don't know who i'm talking about? never you mind.. hehe..]

so how hard is it exactly to say the words.. i say the words when i know i was wrong.. and i mean it whole-heartedly..

though i still want to hear it.. i'm not expecting it anymore..

[feeling: hmmmm..]
[currently listening to: beautiful disaster/kelly clarkson]

Thursday, December 01, 2005 | 5:21 PM | 1 comments ;
sprinklinq love Y

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