may24 11:01pm

lately, someone asked me about certain things in my life that i long have put aside. and it has really got me thinking.

what is the truth? how do i really feel?

actually the main question was 'do i still _____ him?' my answer: i don't know! [really... promise, i don't really know... hehe..]

coz sometimes, my answer is yes. maybe i do still ***** him. maybe he still matters to me. maybe i still care.

but then again, maybe not. maybe whatever feelings i have for him are just from the memories of the past. or from the what-could-have-beens. then, my answer is no.

argh! this is what i'm hating about it. it's on my mind most of the time, especially when night comes and it's time for sleep.

it's like some kind of brain teaser or riddle that has got you searching for the answer that you can't get any sleep.

waaaaaaaaaah... maybe somehow all i got to do is try to forget. but how? hmmmmm.

but hey, you know what, uhm, whatever.

i've done it before. i could it again. even if this time, the situation is different and so are the people concerned.

life goes on. it wouldn't stop, not even for just a second. and it would definitely not stop just for someone like you or me.

if someone you love hurts you, cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it. right?

come on. life's too short to be anything but happy.

wahahahahahaha!

[currently watching: a valentine's episode of laguna beach]

Wednesday, May 24, 2006 | 11:01 PM | 2 comments ;
sprinklinq love Y

Have you ever noticed... that the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you can never have them?

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest to say.

Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Have you ever loved someone and they had absolutely no idea whatsoever?

Or fell for your best friend in the entire world, and then sat around and watched him/her fall for someone else?

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have or could have had.

No one waits forever.

| 3:49 AM | 2 comments ;
sprinklinq love Y

May17,'06 10:10pm

i'm back to that part in my life where there are so many questions on my mind. last time, i posted questions on my past relationship. now, i have questions on why certain things are happening in my life and what i'm really feeling for certain people around me & what to do with them. but i'm not gonna post them. 'coz some of the questions that i have, i just want to leave unanswered. atleast, for now. it's better, easier and more convenient for me. 'coz i don't know if i'm really ready to know the answers to those questions. the rest, just keep lost in my thoughts. sometimes i just stare into space like i'm day-dreaming.

oh, how i wish i could really unwind and chill and really reflect. somewhere quiet with someone i trust the most. maybe only then, i'll be able to clear my mind of questions and find some answers.

[currently feeling: totally freaked out.]
[currently watching: "more than friends" episode of laguna beach]

Wednesday, May 17, 2006 | 10:10 PM | 2 comments ;
sprinklinq love Y

i don't know what to say. i may talk on and on. but when it comes to writing down my thoughts and feelings, i'm lost for words. i just want a peace of mind. no complications. no confusions. no disturbances. as in total peace of mind, body and soul. but why is it so damn hard?? it's just too frustrating. i'm happy. but i can't be totally happy.

Thursday, May 11, 2006 | 4:44 AM | 2 comments ;
sprinklinq love Y

May 07, 06 9:23 am

1. Can love really last a lifetime?

Absolutely - but if you chuck the fairy tale of living happily ever after. A team if scientists recently found that romantic love involves chemical changes in the brain that last 12 to 18 months. After that, you and your partner are on your own. Relationships require maintenance.

9. When is your future behind you?

When you stop chasing dreams. So don't stop!

11. Can a man and a woman ever just be friends?

For a short time perhaps. Making the friendship last requires that you find each other at least vaguely repulsive. Good luck!

14. How do you know when to end a friendship?

As soon as you get that sneaking suspicion that it never really began.

15. Why do we turn into our parents when we swore we wouldn't?

Because really, when all is said and done, we admire them.

21. Is money the root of all evil?

No. Greed is. Elvis nailed this one when he said, "Sharing money is what gives it its value."

23. Why is it so hard to say you're wrong?

Because it involves saying, "I'm sorry," which is even harder. Throughout history people have found it easier to stop speaking to one another, punch, slander, shoot and bomb rather than apologise. Tip: Next time just say, "Whoops," and see what happens.

24. When should you reveal a secret you said you wouldn't?

It's a matter of damage control. Is the person who asked you to keep the secret in danger of hurting himself or others? If so, intervene. Otherwise, mum's the word.

[These are just few of the 'Life's Toughest Questions Answered!' which can be found in the Reader's Digest, May 2006 Issue.]

[currently listening to: narda/kamikazee]

Sunday, May 07, 2006 | 9:23 AM | 3 comments ;
sprinklinq love Y

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